Something solid to hold on to

"I think it’s brave to try to be happy. You’ve gotten so comfortable being unhappy. Wouldn’t it be wonderful to wake up in the morning and choose to be happy, to let the water wash everything away?" -Pushing Daisies

I have been sitting in front of the laptop and thinking what should I post to keep my blog alive. It isnt easy for me to express my feeling out on my blog nowadays because I have to protect myself from people through not writing personal things anymore. Obviously, I have lost my first intention about blogging, it was supposed to be personal journal that remind me about the joys and sorrows of my life. A part of me is long gone and I doubt I'll find back the person any soon. Of course I’ve changed. We all change. We all grow up, grow wiser, grow distant from the things we never thought we would. We all learn to laugh a little more and cry a little more and be a little more silly. I have changed, and I will always be changing. For the better or worse, is a matter of perception. Speaking about changes, I have gotten a new hair cut for upcoming CNY celebration as well. I'm loving my bangs since it has been years that I changed my hairstyle. Do you guys know that cutting off hair in ancient modern Asia means to forget the past, leaving the old and starting new? Wells, I think that changes breeds new start. If we don’t change, we don’t grow. If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living. Other than that, I have spent days on cleaning, organizing, and rearranging my room, it was surely the right timing for spring cleaning. It cleaned off my mind as I felt much better after the major spring cleaning, it is like a whole lot of bad energy left with it as well. Guess I'm pretty much ready for CNY, the only thing I'm looking forward to is family togetherness because I believe that friends may come and go but family is a forever bond.

This is what happened during spring cleaning

Hot pink nails for CNY, huat ar!

Did you guys realized that most pictures are squarish? I'm hooked on Instagram, follow me @vivian_khoo for picture update if you're not following my twitter account.

Okay, time to get ready for eat and gamble for non-stop, there is no reason for not gaining weight or getting extra pocket money in this festival season!

Here by to wish everyone has a great Chinese New Year with family and friends, happy 乐龙龙!